Monday, March 01, 2004
/8:07 PM
morning during maths. dunno wad i was doing. juz stoning away. not doing anything at all. mdm yap even asked me whether i was ok. i m ok. i juz dunno wads wrong. was stoning away de whole day. den cme. had a horrible time. din noe how to face her. was trying my best not do talk to her. i wasn't trying to avoid. i juz couldnt say anything. really sorry. than christine poked me at my hips using her elbows. its damn pain. n i kindof screamed. den recess. was dreaming away. den eng. doing debate. our topic. CME should be made compulsory in all schools. haiz. and i m on de proposition party. haiz.. wanted opposition. den chinese. ms tan wasn't around so i slept. had things to settle. but wasn't in de mood. geog. was ok. lunch den pbl. haiz. i really really hate PBL. i realy dunno how. desperate. told jia en 2 weeks ago to go rephrase de prob statement. she actually agreed. den today she say she din do. n she started asking us wad solutions we hv. blah. i knew wad she was thinking. she did not lyk de topic. i really dunno how. n esh is not doing anything. i keep pestering her to get de prob statement done. she keeps blaming jia en for not doing. really dunno how. i dun even hv any time to bother abt PBL. n yet as de leader. esh is not doing anything. this is an important yr. very. PBL is very important. i really dunno how. think PBL will be a failure. how. i really dunno. so stressed up nw. i was juz sorting out my PBL stuff n i started crying. n really dunnno how. how to ever solve this. haiz. den training. was pissed off. n really disappointed. ms malini din appear. dunno where she was. told them to do basics. den went to look for ms malini. n when i was back. they were juz playing around. n some ppl actually went walking around de school. dunno do wad.was really disappointed. den did dribbling. they were not bothered to do at all. n some ppl actually disappeeared. went round walking dunno where. was stressed up enuf n was really pissed off. running part was worse. dun wanna elaborate. was really disappointed in them. well. den.. seniors lost 1-3. well was really sad. thought we could maintain. anyway..was a horrible today. hated today. i hate my life nw. disappointment is all i get.
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